ur not here wf me, of coz when i sick, i will miss my home my mum..coz here for me is like ntg..no u no fren no one can really take k of me when i sick..last time when i was in sg lg, if i sick, lc or joanne willl take k of me, tapao for me, or i could buy chinese med or 100 plus whenever i want, here i langsung cant get one, need car :(
feel so.............dunno how to describe my feeling..this country for me really like not belong to me..i want my real home in msia where i got my family my fren and when i need ppl to take k of me or when i need ppl to go out wf me, i could easily get one compare to here..sometimes here for me is really shit esp without u..i oso dunno why i can stay here without u..the purpose i came here is coz wf u but then now im staying here without u so ridiculous...and u still will scold me like tat..langsung dunno how to understand me dunno how to liao jie me...just now u said if i wanna go home just go home...last time u said if i wanna stay in malaysia then im actly wasting my time..so am i really wasting my time here...

u know i wont go back to malaysia. if u decide to stay in malaysia, u are actually wasting ur time.. how cruel he is... very sad + heard broken......

what should i do now T_T

在这里没有朋友没有家人，很无聊很伤心很寂寞，好想家。。。